there is something i realized about myself. I hate having constant access to the internet. I live a much more fulfilled life when i cant just turn on my laptop and tune out the world. I read so much more, I spend less time thinking about negative bullshit, I never stumble across pornography every other minute, I got my grades up, I am developing a social life and cutting off people in my life who were toxic, i can still pop on briefly to message my friends, I can still find information, and there is so much time opened up for things i never could have done if I continued to stay on my laptop all day and night.
Im not saying I am better than anyone who prefers spending their time on the internet, on the contrary i believe there is nothing wrong at all with it and its a simpler way to live. For myself i find that it isn’t worth it to stay here all the time, and i have something more important for me. I can not exist in my own personal philosophy if I stay on the internet, but in reality with other people I do exist.
Im not sure if i want to delete my account or not, but I do know that I will not be on here, even on an occasional basis. I am blown away at the fact that no one has unfollowed me, maybe because you really thought i was good enough to keep around even though i was gone, or maybe no one noticed or cared about my absence. Here is my invitation to unfollow me, because there will be no new content on my page. It was a great year or so, or however long i was on here. all 38 of you are great, whether you have been with me the whole time or just followed me recently, and I thank you for following me.
I guess this is it.